'a' lvl cl oral in TWO DAYS time.
herm. the cl hod was. u prepared?
i was like "eerr. hahas!"
than she gave me n pak a few tips.
i pulled thru today totally attentive.
really fruitful. ok. other than DAVID CHIA lect.
went pp for lunch n auntie ANNE n oreo ice.
hahas. fattening. but nvm.
my appetite reuturned!
i PROMISE.
me, ANNE, WILL work HARD. =D
STUDY HARD. and DO MY BEST.
ok. cant wait for WED. herm.
hehe. can no go for full. =DD
still feeling quite emo.
but yea. with WORK. i guess it diverts my emo.
and i hope that continues on!
pw is in deep shit. thanks to ah choy la.
this cannot that cannot.
must this this this that that that.
its very easy la hor.
yah. VERY EASY. like wth.
at the end i was like having severe HEADACHE can.
ok. nvm i shall go do my tt now.
i am a changed person. u shall see.
gambatee kudasai!!
nodame cantabile rawks! qian qiu qian bei too! =D

i am tired.
myes are over.
by right i should be happy.
but somehow i dont want exams to end.
seriously. idk why.
burdened by alot of things.
exams can stash me away from facing reality.
mugging late at night. early b4 dawn.
keeping me preoccupied.
now with more time on hand.
haix... forgt it.
really emo now.
idk lah. broke down many times already.
i just dont feel like knowing anything.
i just want to be alone.
being alone makes me fear of over thinking.
being with ppl i scared i will just burst.
i really dont know what is the best thing to do now.
i need to relax. and forget.

heys.
ok. actually i told myself not to blog.
but hehe. still feel like blogging.
ermh...
today was late for geog. damn paiseh n srry!
najib so gd! buy mac for us to eat! =D
and this geog tutorial was quite useful la. haha!
after that. wait for pak n ben to come mug.
they went beach early in the morning. to study?
haha. actually pak missed the sunrise.
and when she sms me to wake up.
haha. i reply and fell aslp again. haha!!
they were super long can.
i went to fetch my cousin frm vs for the ip interview.
come back study 3/4 of a chap than they reach.
wahseh. rlly like so slow can!
than mug mug phy. haha.
after that went pp to eat mos. haha!
than took a cab. courtesy of mingyang.
we were running late AND it was raining.
it is always raining when i go pp with strings ppl.
strange man. haha!
than went to prepare for dsa. damn fun.
was fooling arnd.
although we were supposed to study. *OPPS*
haha. but damn funny.
the main thing is....
yst i was telling pak. that last yr gt a guy bring d.bass for dsa.
wonder is if it is jed. but doubt so coz he lk abit toot.
HAHA. and guess what??
jed came to say today. hey! u rmb last yr dsa?
we were in the same room. i am the dbass guy!
(ok. gt abit variation but that is the gist)
i was laughing like xiao cha bor can. haha!!
than we were recalling the whole process of dsa.
he say i was super freaked out. like real lor!
i was quite relax can..
haha. and he still can rmb we wish him gdluck wor.
i didnt rmb that till he say so.
oh gosh. haha! so coincidental.
and after him was claire n pak pak.
wow. all the dsa ppl together...
so near yet so far.
had fun with strings ppl today!
happy bday bernard! haha.
lucky sharphan gd enough never send the msg daniel say.
ok. he just kope my hp and sms bernard. lol!
than was having our macs celeb. secretly. aha!
tung dirties himself. we eat like nobody's bzness.
and mingyang went to threw away ben apple pie!
lol!! teresa was thr together with us.
haha. witnessing our craziness! haha!
too many to type out... but it will be etched in my mind.
yea! gona help out with dsa nx wed!! =DDD
ms goh ask us study hard. dont fail. haha.
but i doubt i can do so. haha! i 100% flunking.
happy if i can gt subpass or an e. haha!
oh man. and YES!
she ask us to think whr we want to go next yr (overseas)!
COOLIOS!!! haha!
cant wait for it.
oh my. cant wait for 30th june!
first official laughtet outing! MOVIE + KBOX!!
YEA! my motivation to study.
so i shall go study now.
tata ppl. work hard!!


its mysterious how fate works! =D

hey hey.
ok. my next wk will be damn busy.
and ALOT of clashes of timetable. RAWR
and i REGRET not smsing godwin all the best.
ok. now hope that this msg transmits to u.
ALL THE BEST IN NS!
take care of yourself ok. and ur present is waiting.
=DD. hope u can gt used to it.
or probably meet wenkai thr. LOL!
oh yea. yst was the piano concert.
its abit strange to go performing without my cello.
yes. it has since been yrs since i perform on the piano.
according to my parents. i improved. YEAH.
and thanks char to be thr to support me!
and that CUTE BEAR!! =D
i gt a surprise for u too! =DD
oh yea. first time i wore a dress for performance. RAWR.
ok. i officially gt a new idol.
namely NELSON TAN!
haha. my piano teacher son.
HE IS DAMN PRO can. RAWR.
pathetique and beethoven symphony no.5.
under his hands is like WOW.
what the. somemore his solo so long. no need scores.
and. damn funny.
during rehersals. surin was like. eh can slp.
than he while playing say. eh. u all better not hor.
haha. than can play half way. make those *zek zek* sound.
damn funny la.
and amelia n sok hian was damn nice. haha!
oh yea. oh yea.
my pak pak is back from camp.
my cousin ip interview this wed. he broke his wrist.
how great man. GET WELL SOON! =D
oh yea. and i gt a new mp4! <3s'!
tmr crash course. haha. annling!
and jiayun n tingkai. mug maths tmr!
ok. i seriously am dead for mye.
my dad's fault. and of coz mine too.
wish me all the best ppl.
luckss to all my juniors gg for dsa!
jiayou jiayou jiayou! =DD

heys ppl!
haha. just came back from our reunion!
this was the most complete attendence.
ok. with the exception of my DIANA!
as compared to all pracs we had. rawr!
bernard went to raffles place instead of city hall.
how sotong can he get? HAHA!
and joel was uber late!
chua was like. u clean table clean mouth and go. haha!
damn funny can!!
wow. junhao more built up. haha.
joel n zhiyu was beat boxing.
bernard n soen. a couple. share share. haha.
haha. n soen lks like she gg some wedding dinner.
or prom night like that. lol!
bernard was doing retarded thing to brig.
haha. probably coz he too long never see her. *aww*
while someone tried to get his attention...
he was lking at his food. HAHA. GREEDY PIG! =D
he even went chinatown for buffet b4 coming can!
and teckyi. his old self! haha.
and of coz US ~ ME, CHAR n BRIG.
we are the noisiest can. haha!
damn maluing ourselves la. =xXx!!
but it was the MOST fun time i had.
in the past few months.. rawr.
now i know i cant live without my animal farm!
THEY ROCK more than anything else! =DD
jealous?? too bad. HEHE!
junhao "bad" news was "so" bad. haha.
ok. now i am relief. =D!
scare me so much that day can. haha.
lucky for today. i swing outta my emo mood.
but i guess i will be swinging back in to emoness.
oh gosh!
really regret cannot really bond with them for long. haha!
i miss my gals. and mad cow! haha!
u see. mad cow, still say dont want to see me.
haha! okok. i shall slack today.
rest well for tmr concert.
and after that CHIONG AH!
MUG LIKE CRAZY!!
YES I SHALL!
wish me luck for tmr concert!
need those morale support! =DD
ANIMAL FARM ROCKS!!!
no one can beat that! =DDD

heys.
*guilty*- woke up at 1.30pm!
haha. which is like 1/2 an hr ago.
just prac my piano awhile.
to - kp in touch.
rawr. concert this sat! =(
i have been recently struck by someone.
yes. i shall talk abt it here.
since that person wont even be reading this.
to the someone...
stop treating me as if i am your pet or teddy bear.
a companion that you turn to when u are lonely.
when you are having an urge to share ur ideas, ur views.
while i, kind heartedly sat down and listen.
giving you support, giving you more ideas.
and now, while u achieve ur goals.
i have been shove aside.
while you only take a lk at me as and like u feel so.
HELLO. u do not own me.
even if u do. i am still a human with feelings!
you really caused me to be so disappointed in u.
oh my. i cant continue on already.
dont blame me for drawing away from you.
dont blame me for putting u aside just like u did to me.
but. deep down. i know i cant do it.
but i will try.
i have been hurt for so many times.
and i dont want to be hurt again.
ok. so sorry for being so emo again.
yup. brig i shall nt emo.
shall not EMO.
shall be ELMO.
and go back to being me as if nth happened.
ok. i shall chanell my energy to mug.
i am glad that they are ok.
looking forward for tmr. partly.
coz dumb dumb mad cow gt bad news.
what bad news idk.
but char was like.
a small thing can be a bad news to our mad cow.
yup. shall see shall see.
enjoy ur camp pak pak bf! =D

hey.
ok. i cant help but blog.
early in the morning.
feeling super emo.
that was the most quiet con i had with them.
i know a lost is always painful.
not going to your liking is irritating.
right and wrong is just one thin line.
innocently being the victim is heart breaking.
but we shall cry it all out.
slowly stand up.
and continue our life journey.
i know it is easier said than done.
but i believe with our support.
you all can do it.
we are always thr for you.
and i definitely will be.
tears rolling. mixing with the rain.
fake cheeriness to eliminate our worries.
its ok. u all will bounce back soon.
put ur energy and efforts into our mye.
which we all predicted that we will fail.
probably it arent that bad after all.
probably it is just meant not to be.
probably thr is someone out thr. BETTER.
we shall write it as our past, and only past.
striding forward to the future.
its the future you take pride of.
the past you may fear.
we shall overcome it together as one!

thanks for enlightening me!

heyhey!
I SURVIVED THE WHOLE DAY WITH ONLY 4 HRS OF SLP!
OMG!
i am super tired now. BUT
ok. i shall go mug my gp!
if not i cant finish already!
TATA~ =DD

heys!!
haha. this will be my official 1ooth POST. lol!
today went for gp crash course!
super useful man. it isnt as dif. as we all thought so.
it is just that the school is setting everything way too dif.
AND. thr isnt a need to read the passage! LOL!
i met nadia n my senior at nlb! how cool! haha.
and i got to know ann ling from ajc.
who knows DIANA n ZHIYU!
how cool can it be!
i thought it was another boring class without anyone i know.
coz jiayun couldnt make it! =(
lonely me. haha!
BUT. it was a silver lining! =D
super looking forward to tmr!
haa. lunch date with my pak pak. n her hubby ben! =D
yeah man! MR BEK - MY ICE CREAM!
haha. and.
JED TAN WEN JIE OWES ME ONE MORE ICE CREAM TREAT!
coz he bought away SO MANY of my facebook pets!
rawr!!
and i am typing this post with my right hand only.
coz my left hand is aching!! =((!
i wanted to prac my piano n cello.
looks like i have to rest already. oh gosh!!
my left hand has nt been that well recently.
and my piano concert is this sat!!!
HELP!!!
ok. i better take a rest!
haha. CANT WAIT FOR TMR! =D
p.s. notice i have been blogging recently?
haha. coz yup. i wont be. after the hols. haha.
most likely not. unless something SIGNIFICANT happens!
enjoy mugging ppl! =DD

heys ppl.
today is pratically a slack day!
haha. was super tired man.
so i slp the whole day!! =DD
rawr. my gf was super funny.
called to ask me abt dsa stuff to ans my junior's qn!~
cutes ah! =DDD
haha. my brain arent working at all!
and i am having gp crash course tmr n tue! *yawn*.
but sacrifice has to be made for our damn lousy gp! =(
haha. i think my mood lately is rlly like roller coaster man.
rawr. hate it!'
and u know what?!?!
I STUDIES DYNAMICS FOR NTH!
it isnt even in MYE! =xX
RAWR. i know.
BRIG send her CONDOLENCES!!
RAWR!!!
i think i shall just gt back to slp! haha!
my eyes arent opening anymore! =D
nites ppl! =DD

hey guys.
i decided to put my blog on private after some thoughts.
haha! what sparked me?
that should be a hush!!!
anw. felt quite accomplished today.
managed to mug dynamics.
and totally "float" during phy tuition!
yipee man! haha. i gona gt my momentum back!
momentum = p = mass x volume! =DD
according to N2L: net force = dp/dt whereby it can be split into:
v(dm/dt) or m(dv/dt)[more commonly known as ma!]
haha. so what we learnt in sec school is CRAP.
and only PARTIALLY TRUE.
like wth. waste our years thr. and need to readjust.
education is just crap can! haha!
haha. newton dont rawk!
and phy totally nt rock coz gt so many ASSUMPTIONS.
RAWR.
i am so guilty for nt attending goddy party tonight!
so sorry! so sorry!
i know he spent alot of efforts in it. and i cmi!
i am really sorry!
anw hope u are enjoying urself now and having a blast!
dont worry! 3 months will pass with a blink! =D
i am now ENJOYING lai fo shi (a song we played @ esplanade for payco)
haha. CELLO totally was a BLAST can.
ok. though thr may be some zao xiang. BUT.
WE TOTALLY BLOW THEIR HEADS OFF. haha!
(and the hus were totally OFF. HAHAHA!)
yeah man.
and i LOVE tai yang and mario and MA DAO!
haha. oh man! (see la! influence by jiayun and tingkai!!!)
to pak: definitely nt andre ok! haha!
i think that the payco esplanade concert wasnt that great.
as compared to 2006 one. that was what i called a CONCERT.
haha. payco cello section dying??
isnt it DEAD. LOL.
i am nt so bad la.
if they really nt enough ppl this disney concert.
and SINCERELY invite us back. i will definitely show face.
on my OWN accord and timing.
they have no rights to control us anymore!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
ok. i shall have a rest.
just prac my TANGO(s).
and i shall go prac my piano le.
oh gosh! CONCERT this SAT!!!
*faint*!
wish me luckss
p.s to jiayun: no one to fan wo liao. yin wei ta yi qu zao ni le! =D
GAMBATEE TO ALL MUGGERS!! =DD

heys people.
have been slacking/stoning the whole day.
ok. i confessed. i am damn guilty!
due to boredom. i have read through all my previous blog posts.
haha. and it really brought back alot of memories.
varying from really good to the really bad.
i somehow pressed the rewind button of my life.
and reviewed the whole thing again.

starting from the syf in 04' - silver.
to anxiety of taking over the seniors'
to frustrations of disciplining the juniors.
and to out hard work and swear.
we (ncso) managed to clinged the gold in syf 07'.
its undeniable that NCSO was a big part of my life during sec. school.
and of course the people thr.
my peers, seniors and juniors.
they are the people who shaped of who i am.
the one that grew together with me hand in hand.
making me more matured as i grew up.

in addition.
i reviewed the first time i contemplated in joining payco.
to the first time i stepped in.
to the time i spent with my animal farm.
to the time of pracs and performances.
and till now that i have resigned.
they are the people who plays a very impt part of my life within these short yrs.
who make me wisen up.
who make me treasure and see for myself.
who taught me not to be so innocent.
who taught me what is the REAL world.

progressing to this yr.
from last yr gtting past dsa till now the finally awaited.
a new environment. a new grp of friends.
from being a stranger to a bonded grp of pals.
from class to strings.
no words can describe how i treasured the relations i had.
the time we spent together. the memories.
from pae to jae. we classmates stood together.
from dsa ppl to appeals to ips. our friendships drew closer.
with some that have an extra ingredient to it. haha!
especially to my gals' and laughtet. haha!
i cant believe i brushed past pak n claire on last yr syf.
haha. they were before us.
the one that gave us a heart attack.
thinking that we will gt c.o.p.
and pak knowing violet!
and the brush with acsi for the harpsichord masterclass.
i still can rmb their school compound man! haha.
haha. i cant believe it.
we were so close yet so far.
jiayun's being vic's classmate.
jianee being my pri school's acquaintance.
bird n amelia knowing jane. etc.
its rlly fate that brought us all together.
an intangible web that connected us.
we knew each other before.
just strangers brushing past each other.
but now. we are ONE.

haha. i am still marvelled by the human relations.
ppl kp asking me if i am jealous.
i didnt think abt it at all at first.
but yah. something hit me hard today.
and. yes. i am jealous.
it is a strong word, i know.
but. i cannot deny my feelings.
my mood has been swinging lately.
so probably it is just another passing emotion.
however, i am quite scared that...
i am drawing apart from my pri school pals.
oh my!
it really gt me thinking that...
everyone is happy in their new environment.
knowing different people.
the things we shared is diminishing.
and everything is becoming blander.
are we really going to stick as one in the end.
i dont know.
but i guess now is not the right time to think about these stuffs.
and as promised towards pak pak.
we shall MUG TONIGHT.
in a nutshell: CHERISH. =D

and to jiayun, my dear bf!
dont worry! everything will be fine! =D

hey hey.
now waiting for dear jiayun to come.
haha! i everyday like waiting for ppl hor.
haha! anw. just gt updated on youtube stuff! =D

presenting: vjse =D

serenade and tango!



ET! =D




and a damn cool vid i found.



and the song i was quite addicted to.



haha! ENJOY PPL!
oh man. so sian.
must strat mugging liao la! =X
haha. and our dear jed is gg for camp!
haha. ENJOY!
LIVE UR LIFE TO THE FULLEST! =DD

konichiwak!
shall blog while waiting for sam to come over! =D
yst was so fun!!
strings outing!!
actually nt rlly strings outing la.
so many ppl nt thr.
it ended up to be a grp outing.
was supposed to meet pak at 8.30 at mrt.
but end up hor. alamak.
i thought i was the latest since the meeting time was 8am actually.
than i left my home at 7.45am la.
when i reach vivo i found out i was the earliest.
like wth! haha!
than tung came nt long after me.
so we went to walk walk la.
enjoy the breeze.
had coffee bean. (yeah. it officially is nicer than starbucks!)
than like after an hr or so. ben n lionel came.
u know what happened to our dear pakpak.
she overslp on the bus and went to pasir panjang. LOL!
typical delia!
than i and delia had happy meal at macs for breakfast.
we rushed down. ok technically. to marina sq.
whr jed met us after his dental appointment. haha.
was contemplating on narnia n made of honour.
coz narnia started like 5 mins into the begining.
we were still deciding.
we ended up with made of honour though. haha!
the cinema was relatively empty.
and i and jed was so sorry to be in btw u all 2, ben!
haha! and dear jed still drink coke after dental!
when he knows he has superficial tooth decay! lol.
ask him dont drink so much dont listen! haha!
the movie was quite ok la.
gt abit of funny parts but the story as cliche. haha!
more suitable for ben n pak. haha!
I WANT TO WATCH NARNIA! haha!
oh yah. than after that we went suntec for them to meet those moe stuff.
pak had to go for violin.
waited for jed to go marina sq. didnt wana go back thr alone.
than after that bought some stuff and went back.
and i met wee at dhouby mrt. haha. how gd can it be.
though i didnt stop her to say HELLO.
since i will see her anw later nx wk. haha!
hehe! my dad wasnt angry. to my surprise though i reach home later.
oh yeah. n BRIG & JIALI CAME BACK!!
YEAH. had quite a talk with them.
haha!~ JIALI! our usual!
and brig! haha!! yeah watch narnia together!! =DD
ok. this is random!
I HAVE TO STUDY MAN!
no more play liao.
and i am so sorry to goddy if i cant go on sat.
though it would be nice too! BUT mt faber is so inconvenient!
and next friday! PAYCO cellos n basses makan! =DD
haha. things to motivate me to work harder.
study harder and gt into gd bks!! =DD
JIAYOU MUGGERS!! =DD

things arent that bad after all. i guess.
haha. this is the most no life hols i ever have.
seriously!
even vic is like. let's go out.
and i was like "ohmy. so sorry. i dont think i can!"
OH GOSH.
i actually rejected my pri school friend!!!
that is how no life jc is man.
and my sec 4 class gathering!
cant go too! gt phy tuition n piano. RAWR.
and i doubt can gather with chingay ppl too (so sorry serene!)
oh my oh my!!
i guess my mood was quite down these few days.
and i starting to turn into my mugging mood.
haha. i have to. no choice.
at least if i put in the effort...
and in the end *touch wood* fail.
still not so bad. coz my dad sees that i put in effort. haha!
strings outing tmr. yeah man!
godwin's dinner on sat. (my dad made the curfew at 10pm. RAWR)
ok. this are all random stuff.
i gotta mug.
no, i should slp. haha! tmr must take mrt all the way to vivo. rawr.
early in the morning somemore!
from one end to the other!
anw on the bright side!
jing jing n my bf jiali coming back tmr!!
yeahs!!! =DD