okay, for the benefit of ken, who said that he was straining his eyes reading my blog, i shall put my fonts as large. hahas! omg! i'm like in the middle of doing his gp prelim papers and i'm like dying now! ==. still left with summary and aq. so i decided to take a break. :) i'm like super dead! i had like 5 hours straight of tuition! :( ! and sammi (my tutor's dog) leaked my feet. omg! darn ticklish! she has fetish to leak feet man! my goodess. and she was darn super high today! hahas! dogs are just so cute! :)! hahas! somehow i gt bird hooked to the jap drama too! opps! oh yea! and i was like watching nodame cantabile special episode yst! OMG! they played prince igor, serenade and new world symphony!! hahas! their serenade was OMG-so-good! :D and i'm like watching boys over flowers now while doing my gp! hahas! OMG! craps! i need to study! :(! my only motivation, THE LONG BREAK AFTER A'S! okay okay. i shall go complete my gp and zzz early. since its like i gt maths and gp tuition tmr! :(! hais! OH MY KIM BUM IS JUST SO FREAKING CUTE! :D and i've decided too put my blog as public again , since i gt nothing to hide & i know it is troublesome for you guys! :)


life is full of ups and downs.
i hope my ups are coming round the corrner,
pulling me up from the down.

i'm super touched today! thanks girls for running with me today! really sweet of you guys! thanks so much! :) but oh craps. my leg muscles hurts! anws. this is a super short post. i shall go mug econs soon! and kamfung msg was really random but sweet too, concern abt my studies. i got a shock seeing the msg, but it was sweet of you! thanks! and my dad is weird. he was like what you want to eat for lunch, i say anything, than he say go buy macs, than i was like okay, than he was like dont always eat macs okay? ==. parents? ==! okay. i shall mug. and i somehow like this new blogskin. its simple and nice and cool and soothing to the eye. omg. i cant believe i gt 24 for gp essay, in which i didnt have enough time to do & i dont have any idea what i'm doing. but i only know my lang improved. woohoo! and i saw rifdi & cheryl aslp, so i fell into la la land too! LC is being nice today and let us slp. today is somehow a nice day! :) except for the aches that is!


will i get to see the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?

full day was hmms. bitter sweet sour. bitter sour was thanks to my parents. whom totally ruined my mood. ==. i'm not a 3 year old kid and its not as if i'm gg out and doing bad deeds. rawr. but somehow its still sweet, with class breakfast (almost all were thr), catching a movie (angels & demons - you all should catch it if you can. its good! :D) with bird, jing and jingyang while the rest of the girls went shopping and the guys went to watch night at the museum 2 and lunching with bird. night at the museum totally reminded me of the time when i went to watch with wee and hamster. when everything wasnt that compliacted and sour. i guess time will just made those unhappy feelings go away, but a scar will definitely be left. anws. i'm glad that the sports arena for vjc did really well! kudos to them! yst's guys soccer match was really awesome. one of the most exciting match i ever watched, okay i admit i didnt watch much matches anw. hahas. but it was the one that i went " REFREE KAYU LAH!" and gt all so agitated. anws. just as what mr seet said " THANK YOU MJ!" hahas! its so proud to have both the soccer guys and girls winning the champion! woohoo! and the softball girls too! :D! we love you guys for winning us those full day(s). okay, more like full DAY. that super kiamsiap principal! sians! hmms. and not forgetting the performing arts ppl too! *beams*. i want a full week! :(

to see your smile again is totally a bonus.

back from band concert! hahas! it is quite gd considering they only prepared for it a week ago. :) but kudos to lemuel, seriously. his movement is awesome! but sad. i missed the first 2 pieces coz i was late! (i left my hse at 6pm okay. its the bus uncle's fault!) :( but anw, gd job. oh! and i did gt like 2 goose bumps! its gd! :D! especially the alumni band, they did an awesome job! :D

its a S day, as usual, according to ken, it is a SIAN day. i have alot of work to catch up! just finished maths tuition! oh man! tired! and i'm seriously pissed that the things i planned properly didnt go according to plan! ARGHS! it furthers accuate the fact that WE CANT HAVE EVERYTHING IN LIFE! :(


why are you making my heart ask so many why?
why when i promise to foget about you a year ago?

i miss the hectic-ness of cca somehow. an irony isnt it? i miss the times whining of how tired we are, and so happy that we can go home. and walking along the dark corridoors and walking out of school together. i miss fooling arnd with my section and laughtet and teasing fang & gang and chitchatting with ken. i miss gg home at night, now gg back under the hot sun seems so unappealing. i am still having this inertia when i bet most of them had moved on. :( my body is so tired after all these had ended like a week ago, but still, it is repelling the work that i should do. anw somehow i enjoy geog more. but i miss my geogers too. :( at least i have more time on my hand i guess. hmms. i am just like randomly blogging as many things are swirled in my head. i guess i shall have a gd night slp with my aching arms and body! be the trashers tmr soccer girls! :)

i fear the widening gap.
i fear the decreasing communications.
i fear the coolness that slowly cripped in.
i fear the fact that i will have to let you go.

okay, i spent a long time writing that post! so i'm here to give a dedication post to oh so many who have to pop out all at once in may, and make my pocket burn a big hole! hahas!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

~ BERNARD HAMSTER on 10th May (i wonder if he is still as hungry as ever!)
~ BRIGITTE on 12th May (my lovely girl! *hugs*)
~ UNCLE ANDREW & FANG on 14th May.
~ AUNTIE EDMUND (totally mia! missed him ttm man!) & Mr. CHAN (FULL DAY) on 15th May (though i dont know why i'm wishing him. probably coz i want my FULL DAY! :D)
~ MELPHIN on 16th May! thanks for coming down to watch my concert on ur bday!
~ DADDY on 17th May. :) get well soon!
~ VICTORIA & JIAWEI on 18th May! (who couldnt come coz they were celeb their bday! :( )
~ ZHIYU & JUNHAO on 24th May! (who couldnt come coz one celeb other ppl bday & the other is grounded!)
~ SHAWN TAN on 26th May ( you better watch out coz ur mom is furious! hahas!)

oh man! my pocket! plus all the concerts! TT. why must so many ppl pop out this month i wonder! hahas! but i still love u guys (definitely nt chan full day, unless he gives us more full days coz we totally deserved it!). hahas! i'm still feeling the post-concert highness now. and my cousins were doing the *butt scratching act* after dinner for the celebrations of my dad's bday. hilarious is what i would say! jed, you are simply famous. and i bet my cousins will love you. hahas! okay. i shall go zzz. and time to chiong my studies. as i have so many things i want to do after a's! wait for me ppl, wait for me! :D

VJ String From the Silver Screen has finally come to an end on a high note.

the day has somewhat finally ended.& i'm like having a really mixed feeling.

i'm happy that i had successfully finished my responsibility to strings and i dont' have to suffer from all those hellish pracs anymore. but i'm reluctant to leave my awesome cellists, jnrs & snrs, and especially my xiaodi and laughtet! :( ! and somehow this concert really allows me to make really great friends like Fang, Valerie, Gwen and Weili, thanks to Chris! i really have alot of people to thank this time, and i think this might be a long post. i just have too many things to say.

the thanking list:

1) all vjse members for making my last official concert with vjse a success. we had been through think and thin. the good times and the bad ones. made good friends and not so good one. learning everybody's different characters, having an in sight of everyone's true side. its quite alot for a short 1.5yrs. but i still treasure you guys ALOT. thanks for being there!

2) my lovely cello section. without you guys, i wont be able to survive those tortourous pracs. without you guys, the ensemble will be useless. without you guys, it will be total hell! hahas! you guys had made my time in vjse a total awesome one. and i will definitely miss every single one of you! as i've said, you guys are the best. the revolutionarists, the most hardworking and the most hip section ever! an ensemble/orchestra will be dull without the brightest cellists around! thanks for walking through thick and thin with me, from syfs to the concert! <3!

CELLISTS FTW!

cello section!

3) my dear xiaodi (leslie), who is always thr for me. listening to all my whines and at the end of all my mood swings and bad mood. but yet, without complain, keep helping me with many stuff that i dont want to do or just do not like to do. he is really one of my impt pillar in strings and i am happy that i have seen him grown up within this 1.5 yrs. :). hahas! and i'm really touched with the unique present! i love you dearly! =D & i'm definitely super proud of you for getting that post as i know you are the one who can make those changes! :)

leslie! (siblings forever!)

4) my laughtet (delia, jed, jiali). the one that makes string pracs even more awesome. the one who makes pracs more enjoyable. the one that we can pour out our sorrows to, our happiness to, our grieviences to. the one that we can go bitching and laughing for non-stop hours. the one that bonds are unbreakable. it is really my fortune to meet you guys! thanks for everything that you guys had done to liften the mood and of course, they are my impt pillar too! awws. i feel sad that we cant have those frequent bitching sessions anymore! :( and when after a's, and when everyone is in like their uni(s), i hope we will always still be thr for each other and continue playing awesome music together. somehow, i hope we all dont go overseas to study! :(

laughtet! (jiali,jed,delia)

5) the teachers and china sheep. somehow, i'm really rebellious sometimes. somehow i really dread being forced to do all those things. i'm sorry for all the lousy attitudes that i had made you all go through. but all in all, i thank you guys for allowing me to grow up in the process. thanks Mdm Goh for understanding so much, and of course all those bimbo moments! and Mr. Wong for hearing all my whines when i meet him around in school! hahas! =P

Mdm Goh! (the bimbo!)

Mr.Wong! (the boy boy!)

6) a group of really important friends who constantly gave me their support in one way or another! =) (sorry, not according to order!) Samantha, Yuqi, Meifang, Xiaolin, Yani, Clement, Kamfung, Amelia, Bird, Cheryl, Jiayun, Jianee, Julynn, Jing Jing, Melphin, Hong Chew, Liquan, Brigitte, Junhao, Victoria, Teckyi, Zhiyu, Jiawei, Diana, Mr Hareesh, Mr Chua, Aunty Cynthia, Chris and many many more! thanks for all the encouragement in one way or another and/or coming down to watch and support the concert! i'm really sorry that i coulnt entertain you guys much! but i'm sure those who were present thoroughly enjoyed the concert! :) and oh yeah, thanks to Chris, i got to know more awesome people, thanks! (For those whose name i didnt mention, i'm really sorry but do tell me and i will definitely add you in!)

NCSO!

o8s51!

Samantha!

Brigitte!

XiaoLin!


7) my dear guest performers namely, Fang, Gwen, Kenneth, Ting Kai, Weili & Valerie! without you guys, our concert will not be as successful as it was! and i'm so proud to claim that you guys are one of the guest performers who came down to prac with us the most! *beams*! even though with all those long bus journeys, going home late, you suffered with us and pulled through with us! thanks so much! =D and we are definitely most honoured to have each other, i know that! :)

Fang & Leslie!

Valerie!

8) thanks to those who became my photographer, i'm sorry to sorta boss you guys around. and thanks to muyao for the shot, which i wasnt expecting it, and i'm so glad to have it! thanks! :)

ME!

hahas! my mom was like. eh why you look so glum. my reply was simply, i was too emotionally inside the piece! :P


hmms. although it is a short 1.5 years, i sort of have a strong attachment to strings now. from my 3k cello to the strings room and to the people. hahas! but, that is life i guess. move on, babe! but somehow, though i feel that i didnt play as well as last yr, consider that i had to prepare such a difficult repertoire in like 2 weeks? hmms. its sort of an accomplishment for me. and considering i only went through the phantom (the whole piece) 2x before the actual thing, hahas. oh craps! but oh wells. i think i managed to cover up quite smoothly for majority of it. :P. and what really made my day, for the last time in vjse, was all the positive comments i received from all my friends who attended. okay. all this arent totally exact words, but still the crux, like from chris "you guys were great! and some parts of phantom and mantras were so nice it made my hair stand" and bird "the cello looks good on you. (and somwhat her friend said i look flowy?)" and clement "its a very good performance" and brig "great job done. you played really well! impressive you know." and yani "that was a great performance. my friend and i enjoyed the show" and many many more. it is these type of small little sms(es) that really enhance and made this concert end with a bang that at least all our efforts didnt go to waste. and i did some blog hopping today, and all enjoyed themselves thoroughly. like bird "Tonight was one of the more enjoyable concerts I've been to if not the most :)(I duno why I'm blogging about this.)" and sam " VJC String Ensemble Concert was GREAT..!!" and clement "It has been super long since I got goosebumps from such concerts and I got it 4 times. Haha! *applaud!!!!*!" and brig " Yesterday my sister and I attended Victoria Strings' concert. It was very enjoyable! The phantom of the opera and pomp and circumstance really impressed me! Now i'm quite tempted to DSA to VJ strings." and so on! hahas! oh yeah brig! i want you as my jnr! :)



hahas! i knew it that chris was trying to avoid me, coz i'm sorta forcing him to take a photo with us, with his new hairstyle! trust me, it was difficult to spot him. and i only did it after sabre dance, the encore piece. that is after i spotted kamfung aka kampong! hahas! i was practically laughing at his new hairstyle! opps! and finally we succeeded! leslie, you can go photoshop! :P

Chris & Brig!

but the real highlight of the day is * scratch butt jed *! =P HAHAS! totally HILARIOUS. now i know what i had missed from strings camp! :( and my litte cousins were so amused with it that they imitated him today! omg! HAHAS! anws. the snr vid was awesome! hahas. with a majority of laughtet photos! the camwhore-ish us! :P! and speaking of which, i think i probably leaked out abit too much of secrets about jed to kirsten. opps! i'm sorry jed, i didnt know that she doesnt know anything. the consequence of you not accompanying your little sis! hahas! but i heard some juicy insights too! hehes! =P! she is actually quite fun to talk to yea! hahas! lucky to have such a sibling. so jed, dont bully her that much ah!:)! oh yeah. and i gt things to clarify, i have seriously no/ZERO crush on chris okay, to weili who always like to say it and to gwen, fang and valerie who always like to chip in! and jed, seriously no. i know what you are thinking, coz you will definitely chip in. and thus no to you too! hahas!

a group photo!

i guess, i have too many things to say. and i seriously cant squeeze all of it into one blog post. i guess it will forever be in my memory, my most precious memory. :)

and finally, WE WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU * POINT CLAP CLAP POINT CLAP* !

heys! its been a long time since i blog! and all my sufferings will end tmr, on a high note! =D! i'm like super uber tired! had prac from 8am-6.30pm today! TT! i played mantras, serenade, sabre dance and blah blah blah with my eyes closed! omg! that is how tired i am! and i officially sold like 54 tix? HAHAS! cools right?? =D! hais. but i'm really sad that i have to leave my dear section and its like i will miss them sooo much! =) oh yeah! and tmr, its like my batch the ncso cello and bass section will all be present! its a realy achievement yea! =)! i cant wait to meet up with u guys, and of course, brig, char, chris, teckyi, kamfung, clement....... and so the list goes on. i just have an aim, to take as much photos with as many ppl as possible, and of course with all my friends who came! =D. hahas! oh man! i better catch my sleep! its like straight from 8 am to after my concert! hope everything goes smoothly. ahs! my hands are aching from all the letters i wrote! okay than. i shall gt my slp! tata! =)

oh craps! i'm down with a super bad flu & fever... sneezing and coughing. =( ahs. no swine flu pls! i'm in a so no mood to do my work can! and i didnt even go for yst prac. which is apparently at the concourse, which is a total oven. hahas! phew. if not my temp will just rise. as said by jed "hope i faint with the bass". hahas! someone save the bass!!! =P. anws anws. it was yet another eventful week. hmms. fang they all ah... nvm. i shall pretend i never heard what they say. hahas! they are practically the 2nd jed. oh yea. speaking of which. musicfest was quite awesome. yet it was somehow not so awesome with my fever and the damn bangla videoing infront of us and blocking our views! ==! we wanted to shift seats initially, but the view thr arent that fantastic either and it cost $20 thr! ==! anws. congrats to jed for getting 3rd, you did great! oh yeah! darn him! never mention laughtet! ==! how can! anws, he practically have a horde of "fans". and dear jiali, i didnt start it that night okay. its ur dear classmates! hahas! and i have the photo to blackmail! hehes! okay lah. i'm not so bad. hmms. hahas! somehow me and jiayun feels weird that hc and ben was waiting for us to shop on friday! hahas! weird! okay. seriously, i have no idea what i am typing. i'm just... typing. oh yeah! chris is out from his 2 weeks bmt. and he is totally gg to come and watch. and omg! that time when teckyi told me he is coming for the concert like at midnight... i mistook him for teckwei! and i was like thinking, how come i know this badminton guy for 4 years and i didnt even know he plays the cello! hahas! it all came out that i made a blunder! coz i was really tired from all the pracs ending so late! uber paisei! omg! hahas! but oh yeah! its like quite alot of animal farmers are gg! coolios! =D! i'm so looking forward to the concert. and hope i will pull through this uber busy week! =)

oh man! it like a totally slack 4 days for me! =). & trust me, i'm soooo totally guilty conscience now. since i was like telling ken that i'm gg to slack till sat ONLY. oh man! and i continued slacking today! TT! than fri continue slacking AGAIN. OMG machiam mati already lah! thurs was totally slack, spend watching Kimi wo Petto! OMG! that guy who acted as Domyouji was the lead. and trust me, he is SUPER CUTE that i cant help watching the whole series! ==! sat prac was. hmms. okay? sectionals was like, OH YA - REMIND ME NOT TO SIT AT THE SIDE! thanks to theo! BLEAH! i SHALL NOT complain that he didnt ask me play! because HE KP ASKING ME TO PLAY ON SAT! and as you know me, i always sight read all my pieces for every prac! bleahs! and its like during full, we spent 3 hours doing 2.5 pgs of beethoven symphony! speaking of perfectionist! anw, it was quite an eventful sat prac, if i was to say! firstly, mr yang blamed himself for the syf results, and he totally insists that we should get the gold. awww.. and he continued commenting abt rjse, saying they deserve that gwh with all those awesome techniques and movements BUT vjse totally own them in musicality! HAHAS! and the most AWESOME thing was, HE SAID IT IN FRONT OF THOSE RJ GUEST MUSICIANS! it is like totally a kick in the butt for them man! hahas! =P! imagine gg to help perform in some ppl's concert and kena sorta "backstabbed"! HAHAS! SAD is all i can say! and i have like total front row seat watching that GOLDFISH play his violin! omg! the front desk ppl were like trying not to laugh! he is totally the "legend" man! even the guest performers know abt it! HAHAS! anw... after prac, oh man! we could actually have our tuition! but THANKS TO THOSE INEFFICIENT SC, we COULDNT! craps man! i'm really worried about all those missed tuition!!! TT! anws, i sort of had a blessing in disguise, coz i ended up lunching with Ken & Goddy at ps! we went to eat ajisen ramen. Godwin totally had this negative aura when he came. scary is what i call! than h suddenly change mood and came up with lame stuff! i can say his temperement is totally like a girl can! hahas! than we were crapping all the way! than went arnd walk walk, go walk in arcade to be more exact. wanted to catch a movie but it was too rush and nth to watch anw. thus ended up at tcc to crap more! and ken is totally FUNNY! he was like asking me whr did i sit for syf like 4 yrs back when i was like sitting NEXT TO HIM! omg! total dementia. i was like gg WTH! i was sitting beside you, uncle!!! and the funny thing was, beethoven symphony was stuck in my head the whole afternoon! == and speaking of which, this is like a total IRONY! i mean, MY CONCERT PRAC IS MORE HIONG THAN SYF PRAC! like wth!?!? it is like sat 8am - 4pm!!! OMG! but i'm so looking forward to those coming down to watch and play! like duh, definitely! i hope diana's friend havent buy the tj concert tix!!! =)! i shall go & slp now man! i have prac till 9pm! PETHETIC! TT!

I NEED TO GET BACK MY MOMENTUM TO STUDY, NOW! =(