its really FUNNY and IRONIC.
even my THREE YR OLD COUSIN knows!
ah-duh. like schools dont open on a PUBLIC HOLS.
are u all HAPPY now??
HAHAS!!!
seriously. u all are just making a MOCKERY of yourselves.
yea "WE BOOK THE ROOM ALREADY"
like as if thr is any use??
u want to climb the gate with ur violins??
GO AHEAD LA.
but dont drag those cellists along with you can!
i mean such a simple thing.
even a supposingly more "WISE" with "BETTER EDU"..
"MATURED" 17 years old.
DONT KNOW such a COMMON SENSICAL thing.
HAHAS. i am really LAUGHING at YOU.

WHAT THE FISH!!!

yesterday was jiayun's angry post.
today - ITS MINE!
yes. its like WHAT THE FISH CAN!
i dont know wth those excos are doing!
like seriously. one of the worst excos i have ever seen!
i mean it is even worse than NCSO!
public holiday got practice.
PUBLIC HOLIDAY FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!
fine. public holiday, fine.
the reason - orh. its our normal practise day mah.
like WHAT THE SHIT la.
pls use some WHITE MATTER can!
you dont want public holiday, FINE.
but the security gurad dont need it??
the teachers dont need it??
the admin people have to purposely come down to open the door for you??
are u freaking selfish or WHAT???
i was telling delia why we cant have it today la.
since like majority of the people are taking cl.
she was going oh ya hor.
and people like us. who stay at some ulu area.
dont need to purposely take our time and trouble to come down AGAIN!
if YOU, the EXCOS really spare a thought for those small frys like US!
please la. you all wont be doing such SELFISH and INCONSIDERATE acts!
and the IRONY, u should be considering the WELFARE of US.
HAHAS. u all are the BIGGEST JOKE ever.
i dont even have the FACE to tell my juniors THAT.
do things only do half way...
keep saying. dont worry. everything is controlled.
start something start already halfway stop...
have or dont have also dont let people know.
its like WHAT THE FISH!
SORRY if i have offended anyone.
BUTBUTBUT i am just speaking my mind.
like SERIOUSLY.
if the guitar ensemble exco can do a good job.
even posting the prac dates way before promos.
WHY NOT OUR EXCO!
this just boils down to RESPONSIBILITY.
people put you to the job. you SHOULD live up to it.
seriously. i will not be surpsised that we will gt COP.
YES. COP!
with this type of conductor, exco and ensemble.
forgt it man.. GWH??? far-fetched!!
i am seriously washing my hands OFF things.
why i am so pissed??
coz i CARE!!!
but NOW, it just got way over my nerves.
that i am now not bothering about it anymore.
FORGET IT MAN.
I DONT GIVE A DAMN FOR ANYTHING.
seriously, if given a choice i will QUIT.
what is the point being under such an underachieved exco??
leaders. hahas. yea, LEADERS.

PHYSICS WAS THE BOMB.
comfirmation of U. more than 30marks BLANK.
i just practically sat thr and wait for time to pass.
ok. whatever already.
hais....
i should be celebrating the "end" of promos..
BUT my mood sucks now.
i guess i am having mood swings.
everything just pisses me off.
i am sulking at everything.
i dont know what is wrong with me!
RAWR!!!!
met quite alot of nchs ppl at cp just now.
hais. its been a long time since i met them.
hais.....
everything is nt gg smoothly.
everything!!!
xiaolin talked abt changing course.
like retaining. i was like OMG. NO.
ARGH! everything is JUST NOT RIGHT!
and jiali also wanted to retain?!?!
whats wrong with this world?!?!
or isit just me....
anw. monday. cl promos. and outing.
i cant wait for it. i cant wait to escape everything!
wed morning strings prac. HOW GREAT!
and i prac and master the ELINE thingy for NTH. WTJ!
anw. sorry for the damn random/emo/wadever post!
to make it up - one of the best rendition of rachmaninov.
one of my personal favs. and definitely.
this korean women pianist is THE BOMB!
trust me seriously that u wont be wasting ur time.
her emotions and body lang.
it just flows with the music.
good musicians are everywhere.
but a true musician who plays music, not instrument.
is of course -RARE.
enjoy. =)



Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto n. 2 in C minor - 1st Mouv.
Uploaded by stefanoseghedoni

OMG!!!
i totally screwed the maths paper!
i mean i did the first part than forgt the other half!
LIKE WTH!!
and geog was like. wahliaos!
total craps lah!
and i misread a 16M QN! OMGOMG!
TMR IS DOOM"S DAY!
PHYSICS -MY ONE BIG WORST ENEMY! =(
GOD! GRANT ME A MIRACLE PLS!! =((

omg!
i am SUPER screwed!
i am still left with popn!
and and and and! my physics!
i totally havent touch.
i mean i did BUT it is equivalat to NTH! =(
shucks! i need a MIRACLE NOW!~
and shocking news!
OMG. i found out...
yijin they all actually know xiao sean!
i was like browsing browsing.
eh. that person damn familiar.
than i was like OMG.
isnt this world darn small!
okok. back to MUG.
i doubt i can and will finish! =(

econs paper kickstart the main papers.
hmmms. honestly.
its quite manageable.
BUT. yea. i think exams condition arent conducive!
i guess. i can do better.
nvm. as long pass can liao.
i mean overall. i will be darn happy.
or should i say. if i manage to promote.
i will be UBER happy!
hahas...
was telling sam that WE.
CANNOT. MUST NOT. WILL NOT retain!
and we must kp to our words! =D
i guess this is a hope.
and RAWR!
jed's uncle gave him the F1 tix! WTJ!
rawr rawr! hais. sians! =(
nvm. i have my fair share at chingay! =D
though i dont mind more. hahas!
sians sians sians.
cant concentrate.
and my eyes are seeing stars! =(

tmr is econs! OMG!
cant believe time flies!
i read the package. and i was like omg omg.
i speed read everything.
hope tmr i will just *light bulb*.
and speed write it! yeayea!
hais...
but my geog and ESPECIALLY phys.
is totaly screwed!
rawr. physics! =(
ok. back to mugging! hais.
GOOD LUCK AND JIAYOUS! =D

after today...
i will be half done with geog.
and left most integration for maths! =)
hahas. i cant help but want to blog this...
coz while studying geog...
i came up with random things to help me rmb.
the funniest qoute...
Give Bernard Soen Lah She May Quit.
it does nt make sense. hahas. but it does to me!
coz it means...
Granite,Basalt,Sanstone,Limestone,Shale,Marble,Quartzite.
arent i wonderful...
and only those payco ppl will know wad i mean by the qoute! =D
hahas. thr are still many many funny qoutes like...
HL can sing..
TP boo.
TJ can join her in very random things.
PG Comedy..
hahas. yeayeayea.
creative man. but i have no bad intentions.
hahas! =D
ok. back to mass movement! =(

consecutive 2 days slping at 4am.
zzz. at least it is getting me some whr.
BUT. definitely changing my body clock!
oh shucks!
cannot already.
today must slp early.
hais. hais. BUT. i have to finish alot of things today.
so i doubt i can slp early. nvmnvmnvm. can one!
everybody jiayou jiayou jiayou!
hmms. at least. completed econs.
left integration n differentiation for maths.
but ALOT more for phys and geog! =(
okokok. i shall go bathe, eat, mug. =)
i havent had my lunch yet.
and its 4pm! =)
oh yea...
happy belated bday to mr wong! =)
charmaine dropped a surprise visit yst. hahas.
more like shun bian can. =X.
yea. she moving hse to this 21st story flat.
which can see the spore flyer = can see fireworks!
arent that like coolios!
i shall disturb her every big day. hahas~! =P
but i miss her to be at such a close vincinity to my hse..
hmmms.
yea. i already gt plan what to do after promos!
hehes. is that abit too early..
nah. its a MOTIVATION!

jiali saved me from my maths notes! =)
love ya boyfriend!
and dont worry. i WONT have a husband coz of u!
arent u touched??
hahas!
yea. today is quite an accomplishment!
i only left with dd&ss.
which i am gg to chiong tonight! =)
but. oh man.
my phy and geog and maths....
hmmms.
everything will be alright gal!
jiayou jiayou ppl! =D

hmmms. the econs teacher was quite right abt vjc notes.
it seems easier to understand now. BUT.
still some quite unclear..
and i cant help but not concentrate!
OH MAN! =(
hais...
now i am feeling as though in a tornado.
rawr. i hate it when people's mood changes.
who gives u the right to manipulate my feelings!
i guess i should just catch a slp!
and wake up early to mug again...
considering that i am like crazily lagging behind my schedule!
=(
GOD PLS SAVE ME!
i need a miracle!

u turn me from positive to negative!
u idiot!

GP promos - speechless!
but check out my class blog...
i just blogged something uber inspirational! =D
hahas. miraculously my class blog revived during promo period.
all going xiao ding dong already.
must be exam stress!
wahseh. i feel so shocked that ubiquitous came out.
hahas. coz i checked it the night before after i sms jiali!
and apparently jiali also went to check!
BUT. i didnt tell her. she didnt tell me!
we are sell-fish people. hahas. but are connected psychicly! =D
jiali damn suay that she sat infron of LC for 3 whole hours!
my poor boyfriend!
hahas. yea! NO NEED TO SEE HIM WHOLE OF THIS WEEK!
ok. back to mugging.
CONCENTRATION, CONCENTRATION!
LET'S PLAY A GAME OF CONCENTRATION!
sighs. isit good that everybody did different qn for compo?
and i totally didnt read the compre passage till summary?
OH NO. i hope i can pass! =(
dont think too much.
and let's chiong!
yes! auntie edmund! 4 E's! =D

my cosy bed which i have to try hard to ignore...
spot that time table!


specialised time table..
at least to predict whr my progress is!



i guess promos are really driving me crazy.
for me who dosent draw time table.
its the first time i did so with own initiative.
i MUST make it this time.
by hook by crook.
relax. i am nt going to cheat. hahas!
anw..
tmr phy spa. hmmms.
idk. i nt that gd at it yet. =(
anw anw...
all the best.
and i shall drown into mugging AGAIN! ='(

i pray to god to help me pass my promos!
="(
i am becoming siao char bo already!
mugging all day long...
AND forgot what i just studied...
oh damn it!
i shall take a break and continue chionging again!
promos promos promos.
god pls help!

heys!

i'm just back from a wonderful sweet 17th.
yst was a total bash!
thanks ppl for the well wishes and presents!
of coz! my parents who made it possible!
and xiaolin + delia + jiali +jed!
who celebrated with me even though it was near promos!
hmms. its strange nt to see sam on my bday though...
hahas!
anw! its quite a memorable bday
even in the midst of crazy muggingness.
those early wishers...
those who spam my msn at the struck of 12am...
delia,jed and ben who called at 12am to sing me a bday song...
laughtet's presents...
the numerous smses...
parents and aunty angbaos...
cousins presents...
and of coz...
not forgetting my sweetest class - 08s51 for the class blog post!
hahas. darn touched! *sob sob*
so sorry if i didnt name ur name!
coz thr are simply too many!
anw, i shall post a few photos.
and continue my mugging.
i guess. i will on my mp4.
since my hse downstairs is making such a huge din!
mug hard ppl! =D



from my sweet sweet classmates! =D


gals power! =D


love, laughtet! =D
we will definitely breeze through our promos!


a personalised msg for my laughtet...
after i gt sick of doing graphs! =X

ppl let's gear up for the last lap of the yr! =D

hahas. ok.
i admit i skip gp n cl today! =X
hmmms. as time passes.
it is a second closer to my doom.
BUT. i just cant help lking forward to this wkend! =P
ok. my wish is to ssshhh.
hahas. hmmms.
i am getting old already~ =(
okok. i shall MUG MUG MUG.
since that is my main purpose of skipping! =X

MUG GAL MUG!

p.s thanks melly! =)

it's 11:22pm.
and school is starting in...
8 hrs time???
hmms...
conclusion of my hols -
it wasnt fruitful at all. *CRY*
i am on the brink of crying now.
no. or should i say.
I AM CRYING. =(
PLS! someone HELP me! T.T!
ARGHS!!!
i gg CRAZY!!!
everything starts with P sucks.
mainly - PROMOS + PW!
i want to run away from everything.
why didnt i accept the initial offer of gg NY!
i would just have not been in this state!
RAWR!!!
i dont want to accept reality.
i dont want to accept the speed of time.
i dont want to accept anything.
damn. this will be the worst period of my life!
someone save me from a misery.
i guess i need something more than a shoulder to cry on.
i need MOTIVATION.
i need WILL POWER.
i need CONFIDENCE.
somebody give me that! =(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xo0bpPbiUlM

Hold On - Jonas Brothers

We don’t have time left to regret(hold on)
It will take more than common sense(hold on)
So stop your wondering take a stand(hold on)
Theres more to life than just to live(hold on)

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

One single smile a helping hand(hold on)
Its not that hard to be a friend(hold on)
So don’t give up stand 'til the end(hold on)
Theres more to life than just to live(hold on)

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don’t give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When it falls apart
And your feeling lost
All your hope is gone
don’t forget to hold on, hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don’t give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don’t give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

hmmms. this rlly reflects partial of my feelings now.
hais. my revision plans is so screwed!
HELP!!! *sob*!!!


can i be selfish?
can i leave you by my side?
you hurt over someone...
while i hurt over you...
when u recover...
i probably still wont get over you.
i probably will just have to let you go.

hmmms.
just hung up with jiayun.
heard that none are going well with EOM.
RAWRS.
bet he will shoot down mine again.
the most ridiculous thing??
he mark 1st time correct, 2nd time wrong.
ask him why??
"OH. I CHANGE MY MIND!"
like wt* man!
amelia was cursing him that day.
hahas. wad i say??
"dont be so bad. BUT accidents do happen!"
anw. wed went back with amelia to meet HIM.
again. kena shot down.
but at least i finish some revision for physics!
ok. UNTIL ben came along...
went to that jap pasta place to eat again.
hahas! =D
anw anw.
i just want to blog about my displeaure.
so i shall continue my mugging.
jiayous dear 08s51ers!
we can pull thru the monsterous PW + HIM!


can time pls stop?
i dont want to be 17.
i dont want to grow up.
i just want a shoulder to lie on.
and i hope the person will be you.

rawr.
anne must make gd use of this hols.
anne must make gd use of this hols.
anne must make gd use of this hols.
anne must make gd use of this hols.
anne must make gd use of this hols.
YES.
anne MUST and WILL.
i must psycho myself into it.
it is not i left with 20++ days.
is -
I STIILL GOT 20++ DAYS!!!
okokokokokokokokokokok.
ANNE CAN DO IT!

my first step taken: eom + econs.
won half of the race.
YES. JIAYOU.
ANNE WILL DO IT!
=D *CHAMPION SMILE*


i miss the old days.
i miss the days without you.