arghx!!
though i have a quite enjoyable wkend to mark the end of the hols n the official start of long term mugging.
but this damn thing just spoil my whole mood.
forget it.
i now realise that tears shed are not worth it.
at least i can see that person's true character.
this thing is just differentiated by a thin line. a really thin one.
thats the problem with me.
only sorrows will let me see the true side of the person.
i will just kp my mouth shut. at least what kor say.
i have a caring kor beside me. n i still have my animal farm supporting me. n xl too.
especially charmaine. she even was like angry for me that my friends are like that.
see. the third party sees the best. n this is the 2nd incident.
i even get scolded several times by my parents
n they lost the trust in me liao.
my dad even commented. u see. u still say that person is good. open urs eyes bigger n see properly. now u know who is good n who is bad.
for me. tears shed is probably coz i put in so much effort n sincerity towards a friendship yet what i get out of it is shit n crap.
haix. just drop talking abt the sad things.
lets talk abt more happy things.
my parents also "confiscated" my hp. say that dont want any disturbances.

my dad bk the raffles hotel for 3 days 2 nite.
1 nite at raffles the plaza, the 2nd at swissotel.
the scenery outside the hotel was awesome.
u can see the suntec city,ferris wheel,esplanade.indonesia,marina bay, cbd,fullterton,vch,acm.....
its just like a picturesque thingy.
wonderful n breathtaking.
i guess these has thus soothed my nerves.
at the raffles hotel. we stayed at the 13th floor ~ my lucky no. hahax.
n probably nigel's lucky no. too. hahax.
if i did not rmb wrongly. it is rm 1332.
wahx. the service there is excellent.
brought my laptop along.
need to use the internet n have to pay 28+++$ for it.
ex lor. it is equals to my one month broad band fees.
then was msn-ing n playing games. hahax.
sometimes get up to watch some tv or take a pic of the scenery.
after that went out for dinner. tabao mos burger n burger king go back hotel eat.
then went to metro to shop.
my parents bought me 2 new bags. hahax.
cool siahx. then went back hotel watch tv n surf net lor.
that day cant swim.
coz i did my bloodtest that morning. then my hand totaly numb n cannot lift things.
yupx. slp at 10+. damn early.
then kp waking in the middle of the nite. see the ferris wheel then go back to slp again. hahax.

the nx day. bz day.
finished up my write up.
relatives coming over.
went swimming when they came.
ray and shawn went shopping with their dad.
i went swimming with zhiyi n rachel.
it was fun lah.
wahx. shawn really in the transition period.
like go mood swing like that. haiyo.
he dint want to go for tuition. but in the end still have to. hahax
zhiyi gota go for music class.
then left rachel n ray n grandma behind after we shifted to swissotel.
wahx. the scenery at swissotel really damn shiok man.
can see clearly the ndp stage. hahax.
n sat was the rehersal. can get to see fireworks too.
thats the purpose of the rm.
its a really gd view. if can buy a hse with this type of facing. how nice??
then after that. i,ray n rachel go buy lunch.
bought 3 packets for 6 ppl.
my dad say why buy so little. but in the end. also cannot finish. hahax.
actually wanted to buy donuts. but siao ehx. the q is so long lah.
i mean the ppl are crazy.
then after that finish eating. i n ray go kia kia lor.
hahax. never rlly go kia kia with him b4.
then we went esplanade to return my bks.
then go walk walk. shop shop.
saw guyue at the citylink. called her but she never notice.
my mom even give me 100$ to shop. hahax.
in the end i bought a 30$$ billabong wallet. cool siahx.
now inventory gt 2 new bags n 1 new wallet.
hahax, was wearing my new op shirt that my mom bought.
then my dad was asking my mom. when did she buy that shirt? hahax.
coz we bought it when my dad not thr. hahax.
yupx. after that just when i bought the wallet.
dad call us to go back. parade starting. n the food coming(aunty buy frm kovan)
then go back. went down to take drinks with ray.
hahax. he carry the heavier one. i carry the lighter one.
then we were like crapping all the way up.
went back to see the parade.
ppl marching in frm suntec to the ndp stage.
parachutes~ omg they are pro lah.
frm where i see it. they seem like gona fall into the sea but they manage to manouveur their way back to the stage.
n the navy finally get to display their ships.hahax.
then ther was the national flag fly in. jet plane - which is so damn loud that my eardrum gona burst.
then sing marikita.. blahx. then started their performance lor.
most of us sitting inside watching princess dairy n my p.a performance. only me sitting outside enjoying the breeze n waiting for fireworks.
so sad. charmaine cant make it to watch the fireworks.
there were some occassional small fireworks. n hahax. my relatives missed it. coz its too quick n by that time when they react it is gone. lol..
then finally wait until the last segment. sing marikita then the fireworks came in.
it was really cool man. very nice lah.
its like the fireworks directly at eye lvl. coz we all took the 40th floor. rm 4055. hahax.
then its so loud n so nice. spectecular.
it lasted arnd 2 mins. though my aunt say its not rlly that nice. but this is the first time so near to fireworks.
nt rlly near lah. though i did see it at actual ndp b4. haax.
its like so quick n magnificent lah.
i guess i learned something frm the fireworks.
tresure the moment.
then after the fireworks. quickly close the balcony door coz the smelling smoke frm the fireworks is coming towards us.
hahax. we all make a dash inside.
then after that rest awhile. then go raffles city kia.
at first is coz shawn say wana eat mac but down thr no mac. haax.
then also partly i want to buy slippers.
shawn say op gt offer. went op.
in the end all children's slippers. n in the end the one who bought slippers was zhiyi.
hahax. wahx. then went billabong again to see.
was nice but ex. hahax. ask my mom help me buy.
then we went kia kia lor.
wahx. ahyi rlly se de buy 2 crumpler bags ahx. one for shawn another for ray.
xian mu lor. 1 bag 100 bucks lehx.
its like so gd lahx. my xim tyan lah. so ex!
n its not like the bag uber big like that.
then we walk past alot of shops n went in lk lk.
like crumpler lah. nike lah. new balance lah....
hahax. then we went round finding for food.
then we stop over at one of the restraunt. oil in the pan i think.
lk how they make waffles n crepes.
its like. wahx. so delicious.
in the end we end up go mos burger eat.
haax. then went back to the hotel rm.
my parents went home to slp.
ahyi bought 1 cup of coffee for ahma.
ahma cant finish i drink.
in the end i cant slp at all lah.
until arnd 1am then slp lor.
wahx now still so tired lah.
was watching one of the "ghost" show on channel 8.

then this morning woke up at 8am.
actually rachel woke me up at 7am.
ahma ask her not to disturb me coz i slp late.
hahax. then woke up by my mom call lor.
went to maxwell to eat.
then after that went back hotel.
rest n watch tv then go swim for 2 hrs.
ahx. now i smell a mixture of chlorine n moisturiser lah.
then went back to bathe. rest again.
then check out. coz rachel hungry.
went kopitiam to makan.
then went billabong to buy slippers!
hahax. my mom bought for me. yeahx!
then on the way home. slp on the car.
reached home. slp!
now blogging.
gtg liao.
still left summary n maths havent do.
hahax. my ahyi complain shawn last min then do.
but i n ray was like. we all also mahx. hahax.

ok. back to blog.

though it is quite late liao. but i still have the itch to blog. =P

today went for dsa.

last night never slp well.

NOT coz i watch incredible tales. but coz of my nervousness bahx.

the ppl thr are friendly.

both teachers n students.

their office is so modern & ... nice!

ok. back to main thing.

went to tuning rm. tune tune.

was quite nervous. coz heard a gal play till v. gd.

n she never prepare for it. it is sight reading ok.

pro lor. frm dunman n syo. pro.

then went in for audi

ok lah. ask quite a few qn lah.

intending to take what grade blahx.

but he say i played very gd for both pieces n scales.

hope can get in bahx.

n he seems to know ah-wong.

duno. anw results will be out soon.

they say even if juz in case cant gt in. they will help to appeal. n it still means that i will secure a place thr.

n that guy ask me kp close contact with. sy.

which means got hope?? bleahx. i duno. hahax.

dont think so much le.

the bigger the hope. the more the dissapointment.

today went to pop into p.a.

oh gosh.

the right hand side of the conductor totally nobody lah.

which means no cello n no double bass. cool siahx.

yupx. after that went out makan with caitou lor.

then was talking abt taking cello grades.

either 6 or 7 bahx.

but 7 scales are rlly diff. n seriously i m not gd in scales.

caitou still kp saying zy pieces is gd but scales damn lousy.

oppx. i guess the nx one he say will be me liaox.

zy such a pity gt no grade 5 theory. or else he can also take 6 or 7.

caitou still asking me to ask char take grades nx yr too. hahax.

ok lah. fri. gt study time with jk kor n jol.

met them at cp. was raining.

guess what?? i forgot to take keys n my parents are out.

wow. so pro man me. hahax.

so end up studying at my neighbour hse lor.

then my dad come back we slack liao.

hahax. makan alrdy then settle stamps then play audi n o2 then watch tv.

hahax. really serious slacking.

n kor watch kids central too. hahax. unbelievable.

damn fast left 1 more wk n skol gona reopen soon.

haix. i gota buck up liao.

i want to gt at least 10 for prelims. thats a promise to ~ . ~

ok lahz. blog till here. i will update soon.

have done some blog hopping just now.


so thought of just popping in to update. hahax.


anw. b4 i forget.


HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NIGEL APPLE!!!


which meant. it is 3 more months to mine. +)


anw i guess i have plenty to blog. but just lazy.


just cant get my vibes up.


ok then. lets just start on something.





the remedials was ok lahx.


broke many testubes for chem prac. which is wootx.


hahax. n the goggles thing is gtting in my way.


so blur. cant see much.


phy prac. straining.


maths. among all the most relaxed.


still got breaks somemore nehx.


el. ok lah. not much. just that did the mini project thingy with jolene they all.


n shunhui lks rlly happy without her thr.


n jol kp asking how to spell.


hahax. seems like we are spelling the whole thing for her.


guess she scared to make mistakes bahx.


humanities. sianx. but still ok lor. sometimes quite slpy.


wootx. late coming records can be broken by yijin n aaron.


n ms oh was the only teacher who scolded aaron. wow.


to sum up. it was soso. passable lahx.


having a wk break. then it is back to lessons.


sianx. n the wk is gona over soon.


did finish my maths hw. still left with el n ncelz.


sianx. slacking away tis wk lahx.


cant help it. having cramps.


cant study at all. sianx.





last tue. went out with jol, candy, pr.


went to gt stamps lor.


but b4 that went to catch a movie.


PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3!!


had long johns b4 that. bought pop corns. hahax.


it was an awesome show.


though quite blur at the beginning. coz never watch previous shows.


but it has awesome visual n sound effect. hahax.


oh yar. at the beginning of the show.


heard someone's voice which sounds so similar to ken. hahax.


thot it was him. but it wasnt lahx.


at the later part of the show. i thot i lost my hp.


kp searching.so didnt rlly notice the ending of the movie.


till candy told me. heng arhx never lost.


n we also never stay for the after credits thingy.


didnt know abt it. n we are all rushing to the toilet.


anw. we are among the last to leave too.


n i heard the credits damn long. hahax.


n yupx. did i mention....


ORLANDO BLOOM N JOHNNY DEPP so SHUAI!. X)


hahax. yupx. after that went lavender mrt.


then walk a very long distance to the golden mile complex or something.


for the stamps.

thanks to seah. he even ask us go thr eat char kuay teow. oh my.

anw the auntie was really gd.


kp asking us to go back check b4 buyin.


so we ended up only buying 2 stamps.


n pr took her pen. hahax. never return. alamak.


then we took a bus back to serangoon.


was slping on the way. met a friend on the bus though.


but not of close aquittance lah. so nvm.


then took mrt then lrt back home.


was quite lethargic.





last fri.


wahx. whole day sci. but lucky both are prac.


but even though. in the afternoon still gt tutorial.


sianx. but AT LEAST 4f not thr.(sorry for any unpleasantness caused)


then more peace lahx. if not cant even absorbed what mdm ng teaching.


she gave us 1.5 hr to eat lahx.


we all rush to cp to eat kfc then go cold storage.


so funny. we left candy in the vcd shop n sneaked out without her realising.


hahax. n she came running out. finding noone. hahax.


we run back to skol coz we are late. [or we thot so. hahax]


but we are not the latest. hahax.


gona have cramps. anw mdm ng say it will only take 1 hour.


in the end it dragged till to arnd almost 2 hours.


n i left poor xy kor n ken n their fren waiting.


omg. i m so sorry. so i asked them eat first lor.


actually should be a treat from xy kor. but in the end i never eat anything.


met them up at yoshi lor. then see them all studying.


anw just had lunch. nt that hungry.


so yupx. watch n accompany them study.


n ken return me my reflections scores.


but guess what. he left the 4th pg at the printing machine.


LOL.


heyx. i dont just watch. i do my hw too ok. hahax.


n their calculator is Sooooo cool!!


can map out the integration graph. oh man. hahax.


then they were thr like arguing over which chem prac ezier. qa or titration.


they were all to titration. but i personally feel qa more fun.


but dif to find gas though. hahax.


yupx. then did chat awhile.


after their friend left then they did serious studying lahx.


ken is so funny.


he cant solve the qn n he asked me to solve.


i was like "hello? i only taking o lvl. n u asking me an a lvl qn. u think i can solve??"


hahax. of coz i cant lahx. i dont even know what the qn asking abt. anw the topic is integration. which i totally dont like. hahax.


then yuppx. i managed to finish my phy hw. n like arnd 50% of chem hw.


coz i dont have my referrals with me. hahax.


but my 6th sense tells me something is wrong.


its not abt work. just something.


which i dont wana further discuss it. coz it is...



PRIVATE N CONFIDENTIAL.



n yupx. gt 2 scene at the yoshi.

one is the ah beng. i say. if that gal give him her no. she is totally dumb.

n abt that child. summarise: child are demanding. world has changed!

i shall just say.

do look out n take note of all ur actions n ur words spoken as it may inevitably hurt someone. it is applicable to ALL.

anw. i must thank xy kor n ken. coz they gt me into study mood.

hahax. i guess i have to study with them more. =)


then i acc them till like 6pm lahx. then my dad picked me up.





nx day. sat.


met brig n soen at national library. together with my cello lah.


can u believe it.???


i actually took my cello to eat at bugis food court. n even took it to take neos. hahax. its like wth?


it was fun though. n the gal that we saw at the food court is so cute.


she even say bye bye jie jie to us when we left. oh gosh.


i am so smitten by her. hahax.


then we took neos. n left poor junhao waiting at kallang mrt for like 1hour.


poor thing. so sorry siahx.


then after that we went to kallang mrt.


we walked to pa.


i guess this must be the first time i walked thr bahx. with my cello.


anw my cello is brig take de. i take her bag.


brig ~ arigatok.


then we arrive thr as an animal farm. hahax. excluding bernard of coz.


he must be having a wonderful time with the farmer's wife that is.


hahax. he wont be lonely there de lahx.


yupx. so we settled in for prac.


andy helped me take my stand when i was asking brig to help me take.


i was shocked n touched. arigatok.


then that junhao arhx. duno he go thr for what.


stand thr. then never play. haiyo.


today gt new d.bass. so cool. but it kp gting out of tune. hahax.


yupx. i have a great time playing tai yang hang xing. it is so nice but guess what.


i dont have the score for the last pg. n i reluctantly never play it.


sam couldnt catch up i guessed.


n i must say teckyi cello skills improve ALOT. thats great!


mine on the other hand is deteriorating. especially intonation.


guess is due to the lack of prac bahx.


anw after that had a break.


had fun in the sioc rm while waiting for chua.


but soen made a HUGE mistake. oh my.


i guess better not publicise here.


yupx. then the animal farm had a great talk.


reminisicing n updating. hahax. miss those days.


after chua back. then he coached me for dsa.


while the rest lk on.


didnt do well. coz never expect him to ask me play that so never prac.


the rest of the animal farm waited for me though. thankx so much.


hope that i can make it for this time the dsa this coming sat.


it would be all perfect if i can ace my dsa.


please. oh my. let me pass my dsa.


n yupx. after that kp le. then dad picked me up.



the rest of the animal farm go prata hse makan. oh my.

i miss prata hse! n those gossips. hahax.

actually brig n soen was jioing me go.

then after that go play the dance dance thingy.

which actually bernard play? hahax. cant imagine.

cant lahx. but i ask brig to video for me to see. hahax.

anw but too late. my dad was here liao.

so sad siahx.

then i in the end go uncle francis shop makan. pineapple rice.

then choo ling followed me hme.

was fooling arnd at my playground. hahax.

fun. childhood memories.

though i dont rlly go playground. hahax.

then arnd 10pm her dad picked her up lor..

sunday = tution n slack day. hahax.

now. this whole wk. chionging on my hw. never watch much tv. or play much games.

so sad siahx. (*.*)

tmr. jk kor n jolene coming. tution time. studying time.

oh yar. did i say this..

NCSO HAS BEEN INVITED TO PERFORM AT THE SYF CLOSING CEREMONY!!

oh gosh. its an honour. but part of me dont feel like gg.

n the treat will be on that wk too.

n hareesh is gona treat me n someone to the ferris wheel ride. =P. YIPEEx.

talking abt ncso.

i rlly miss those days. i miss my orchestra!

i miss my mamasan! though i gt to meet her at p.a. hahax.

i miss my paparazzi juniors!!

i miss those days whr we mess arnd with instructors, teachers in charge & yongchuan!

i miss those days that i kp bullying farmer!!

i miss my laogong ( cello in ncso)!!

but i guess part of me is happy to let down this heavy burden.

n futhermore. i wont need to see some idiots. hahax. i m bad. X)

but i guess. this performance will be an eye opener!

hope it is at esplanade though. hahax. then i can perform at esplanade 2x. yipeex.


yupx. n my dad booked the raffles hotel nx fri.

yipex. i alrdy plan liao.

must go swimming n shopping.

go esplanade. bugis. blahx blahx blahx.

then be a camwhore the whole time.

hope i can bring along my laptop. if not i cant go msn for many days. ='(

n maybe bring my dramas thr watch too. hahax.

i probably will ask animal farm come along too. hahax.

then p.a cello n d.bass section that day nobody liao. hahax. cool!

rlly looking forward to it lahx.

so i gotta study these few days!

n i just make a friend just now frm india.

she is here for exchange programme. n she is so COOL.

hahax. totally pretty too. n she does show alot of respect man.

she is absolutely cool. hahax.

anw. i guess this is long enough.

hahax. i will update if i have the time again.

that is. n i will load photos too. on my pc. cant do it on laptop.

take up way too much space too. hahax.

thnx for hearing my rants. =P

cya guys soon. ciao.

enjoy the rest of ur hols. but do rm to STUDY too! =)