everything good always come to an end.
sadly.
things have been passing too quickly!
i have been wondering how i would gt pass that crazy schedule weeks ago.
and now, i am done completely.
everything is over.
concert + busking.
i should feel a sense of achievement n relief.
but ironically. i feel empty.
everything seems to change during my hectic schedule.
idk. perhaps its only me being over sensitive.
jiayun is in hk. jiali n jing jing in dubai. jed in clic.
oh. a wk without some of my closest friends seems weird to me.
lucky. i still gt pak pak n mark they all!
before i start off my random rants i shall do some thanking first.

i would like to thank....

vj strings from ips to j2s and the teachers n mr yang.
for giving me such a wonderful time performing with u guys.
i will forever rmb the time we slog (n slack).
the laughters n memories. be it funny or (bad).
and those guest performers too...
especially mentioning terence, goddy n char char to be thr though being so bz.
they pulled through from the start to the end.
congrats guys. u are the best! =)

i would also like to thank....

my parents for accomodating my busy schedules..
whom although with loads of complains, wait for me after the late nite pracs.
preparing those food for us coz we are sick of thaipan.
helping me settle tix stuff.
and the continuous support.
thanks alot!! =)

i would also like to thank.....

the ppl who came down to support me though their schedules were tight.
firstly, MR CHUA n MR HAREESH!!!
really miss them loadss! i'm so happy to see them again!
secondly, my pri school friends!!
XIAOLIN n WANQIN! =DD
my dearest xiaolin!!
oh yah. n my sec school friend came too!!
thirdly, MY DEAREST GALS n TINGKAI.
mark n jiayun, my constant supporters! thanks so much to be thr!!!
tingkai! didnt expect u to go down. BUT thanks so much!
fourthly, ZHIYU, CHRIS and TECKYI!
haha. zhiyu dont watch strings much but still came down!
chris had to cancel his appointment! so sorry.
and teckyi have to come down after a hard day of work!
thanks guys!!!
n lastly, MY PARENTS, GRANDMOM, AUNTY n COUSIN!
the CONSTANT supporters of my every concert! =))
thanks to be thr supporting me!
and claudia so sweet!!
came on stage to pass me that flower!! =))
oh yah..
NOT FORGETTING!
NIGEL N VALENTINO!!!
oh my. they didnt know anyone thr.
but they still came down to support me!!
nigel rushed down from his training.
and valentino rushed down after his gp exam!
oh my! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
i am so sorry for the poor hospitality that day!!
i am really touched by ur presence.
thanks alot! ^^!
and to those ppl who couldnt make it,
SAMANTHA, BRIGITTE,JUNHAO.
i know u are backing me up the whole time. thanks!!
i really love u guys loads!! =)

ok back. seriously.
i think the concert wasnt that gd.
i regret that i didnt play up to my expectation due to my cough.
which is sparked off by kz during the concert. argh!
but. thanks to xiao di leslie who help me buy mints and kp helping me to refill my bottle.
but at least now, we know whr to improve.
and learning from it.
i admit that i am feeling uber stress that the j2s are stepping down.
yes, without denial.
i will be facing with ALOT of problems.
i dont know la.
i only know that i am feeling empty now.
but alot of things are gg through my mind.
i am in a constant state of confusion n emptiness.
oh gosh. i am lost!

june hols are here.
which meant mugging time.
and alot of meet ups.
idk whr to start.
and i have no motivation too!
oh my.
i need help! =(