SORRY GUYS!!
i am so feeling emo today.
i know i gt a gp essay to complete.
but i cant help to blog..
even jiali say i was nt myself today.
haix. seriously seriously.
i am so dead today. everybody said that.
but wad can i do..
i cant imagine life without THEM!!!
and. with feedback abt zy n wee reaction.
i was quite sad...
BRIG didn go school today!
i was totally in no mood for it can.
and i cant believe i cried silently during econs lect!!
hope none see it.

maybe alot dont know it...

i guess i have been too happy on the outside...

but seriously. i am not as strong as i seem.

but my tears have been rolling uncontrollably the whole day.
sorry. i am quite an emotional person.
pls ppl. if u see me nt like myself.
do leave me alone. thanks so much.
i scared i will just break down anytime!!!
i dare nt even talk to ken on the phone yst!
arghx. sorry. i rlly need some silence these few days till i calm down.
i have been holding on to my tears the whole of esplanade.
and i have a feeling i will just let it run soon.
arghx!!!!!
i doubt i can handle this leaving...
sam asked me to take back the letter.
but i seriously cannot stand being ill treated in pa anymore.
though. i have my wonderful section mates and instructor!!
sorry ppl.
i need SILENCE. i know alot of ppl have been concern abt me today.
thank u so much. but yah.
pls dont probe. pls pls pls dont.
thanks!
and I MISS U ALL SO MUCH!!!! ='(