my o lvl results was so-so.
i expected arnd thr.
but damn sad with my el n geo.
serious. dont mention it in front of me.
my heart is breaking la.
abit sad la. wanted a single digit.
haix. but at least it is a low double digit.
so still ok.
at least can still stay in vee jay la.
some ppl are leaving.
or may leave..
really sad lah...
forgt abt all this.
as choy said. u cannot change the past.
so as for now. we shall work hard for the future.
hahax. can u believe those exchange students slept in his ct lessons. lol!

back to the main reason for blogging.
i damn damn damn pissed off.
someone is domintaing my friends.
those whom she knows n she dont.
its like wt*. sorry for the vulgarities.
i really damn pissed off.
i mean dont u have ur own friends.
pls lah.
who in the hell will add ppl whom they dont even know lah.
i mean wt*.
anw. i am glad i wont have to see u in future.
as i told =p. my cold war with u had started.
and my resignation letter will be hand in promptly next wk.
u should know that u had overdone it last wk.
so dont blame me for quitting.
u had alrdy pushed me to the dead end.
and i shall reciprocrate wad u had done to me.
too bad. so many ppl will leave n quit with me.
u. dont worry still have ur dog.
i doubt i will write a appreciation letter to u.
i m still contemplating to.
4 letters are completed except urs.
dont blame me. u brought it all upon urself.
what "hope it wont affect our friendship"
gal. wake up.
it had afected long time ago since the camp.
and it is not only for me. but everyone.
you think u are that pro. no man.
u think ur dog has the qualification to conduct us?
u think u are that gd in ur damn instru?
u think i love to have sectionals with u?
not in a million yrs.
dream on!
we are nt ur slaves. we do not need to report to u.
i have my own freedom.
so i gt the rights nt to let u know.
since u had push too far.
too bad for u. i will quit.
though many ppl asked me to reconsider.
but u all dont know what i had gone thru with THEM.
that damn junhong demanding me to stay over at camp.
the pinyan sarcastic speech on how bad our section is.
the lion that always humiliate us.
you who always put pressure on us. acting as if u are that big.
futhermore. everywk taking the trouble to bring down my cello.
which u dont even know how much expenses we spent on transportation.
and of coz the hard work of carrying that heavy cello.
somemore i had to take a bus than mrt down to kallang every sat.
u dont know how tough it is u ingrates.
and u still dare to give me this damn treatment?!?
if it is nt for the rest of the animal farm.
and my belief in u that u will change n u know how we feel i will nt stay that long.
but u proved me wrong.
u proved me that u do not deserve my patience n kindness.
u take my kindness for granted so now dont blame it on me.
i guess that =P told u that i am quiting.
which shut u up n stop those msg asking why i cant make it.
a gd choice. but too bad ur words out cant be taken back.
that damn msg frm u made me set my mind on quiting.
i am nt thr for u to be push arnd.
i have my rights to do my private stuff.
and u cant stop me. u have no rights to.
u are nt even in the com. why bother so much.
so wad if u are the sl.
i never lk upon u as the sl.
wad so big abt performing at ntu.
pushing ur friend aside.
wads the use of letting ur fren stand outside during prac.
and snatching away the position during concert.
and wad rights do u have to say that religion is nt a gd excuse to skip prac.
dont u know others religion can mean their life to them.
u immatured freak.
i've been thru a leader.
and yet i dont find myself doing the same thing as u.
i doubt u committe n u of coz does not have the qualification to lead the team.
u are just one grp of bootlicking ppl.
who likes to bully,yes, new comers.
did u ever go n pester those seniors to come for prac every sat.
do u demand a reason from them why they could nt come.
n pls. i doubt they even took leave.
so wad right do u have to treat us like that u idiots.
though i am tearing while writing this.
though i know that i miss some ppl after i quit.
but i am realy sorry to my clique n section.
i let u down.
i did nt mean to desert u all last min.
i wanted to wait after the esplanade concert.
but my patient has its limits.
anw if u ever tell someone that i am playing cello frm 9am to 10pm...
they will definitely say u ki siao.
and yes. that is my prac schedule ppl.
i am nt a robot.
i sacrifice so much of my time.
and we are nt even appreciated a single bit.
i sacrifice my chances of gg for overseas hols for this damn concert.
and yet u give me those damn treatment.
at least i am the one giving up on u all.
kickin u all out of my life.
to brig, junhao, zhiyu, bernard,
i seriously thank u all for the wonderful time i had spent at pa with u guys.
i didnt expect things to turn so sour.
but i know u all will understand my stand.
i will miss you guys.
and i am sure our animal farm will stick as one without a traitor.
you all are the only reason i hang on to pa.
but as for now.
i am sorry. but i cant continue anymore.
i will definitely miss u guys.
i love u all loads!
though i am tearing while blogging this thing.
i know a part of me dont bear to leave.
though many of my advisers asked me to quit.
i rlly cant bear to part with them.
sorry to make this sound so agitated n emo.
but if i dont let this out.
i guess i wil explode soon.
sorry guys.
i have to go chiong my econs lecture.
i will wipe away my tears.
put it in the past.
and chiong to be a more successful person.
tata. love u all! ^^