siannx. i lazy to blog these few days. srry guys.
what do i want to say now! i rather spent hrs prac at p.a!
its like i dont rlly feel like gg to skol.
damn sick of it. n tired too.
piling hw. backstabbing class politics. really sick of it.
urghx. forget it. lets' restart.
gonna blog quite long today i guess.

went to the closing ceremony of national stadium.
had free tix. hahax. later found out mr rahim went too. n he paid for it.
n the thing is. i still have somemore free tix. hahax.
umhx. one thing. i was stoneing thr.
its like. i m like totally know nuts abt football. only thr for the fireworks.
n maybe abit of lionel lewis too. hahax. =P
the fireworkds was awesome.
but the rest was like totally bored. ended up being camwhore with my cousins.
to kill time n boredom. hahax.
was like passing by p.a on the way thr n back.
really so miss it man. poor brig.
jiayou. u can pull through these 3 months de!

having this stsamp project thing.
kp staying back to do.
really thanks to alot of mr rahim's effort to help us sort out.
if not we will be gg round the bush.
n seah would not even..4gt it.
its rlly dif to talk to him. especially when his mind is always on other things.
the 2 times we find mr rahim. always gt things to eat de. hahax.
first time is mdm ng give a bar of chocs.
2nd time. mr rahim gave us dry apricots to eat. hahax.
n mr goh also gave us the cherry tomatoes to eat too. =p
umhx. my parents were quite fed up since i kp saying it was the last day.
my dad even accuse me of lieing. ughx.
but it was not on purpose what..... sad. =(
but overall was feeling quite proud n accomplish on all the work done.
then one of the sat. which we have no lessons.
went down to buy stamps.
but before that. went to catch harry potter movie.
it was like. boring lahx.
i mean coz i read the bk n everything.
then the movie cut out so many things...
so it ended up as quite a dissapointment.
jol kp wanting to go toilet in the middle of it.
then i n candy went down to city hall to buy stamps.
had lunch at imm. was talking abt our future.
i guess i have already set my aim..
shared our veiws on that type of stuff then went back to the stamp shop
bought some items. met shuwen n her stead.
went to see the jacket.
ok talking abt the class jacket.
i feel that it is unique. but they are spending way too much time on it.
it is really nt that worthewhile. n we are spending a bomb on it each.
its like one jacket mount up to 40 bucks. i feel its too much.

i guess my emotions are now probably at the downfall part.
really dont feel like bothering abt anything.
just want to concentrate on my studies.
gota gt a gd result n prove myself.
aim = vjc. though never gt in.
but as promised. the vjc teacher will help me get in.
so i have to work hard for my prelims n get in.
whatever. just when i need motivation.
i guess this will be the best motivation for me..
i actually agree with my dad.
its rlly nt that bad to gt into like sajc.
at least u still have some breathing space.
but for a top jc. u will rlly have to wk hard to stay at the top.
i guess i m willing to sacrifice 2 yrs to study.
since i m alrdy slacking for 3.5 yrs in nc.
anw also thanks to ken n xy.
that time saw them studying. rlly got me into the drive of studying.
dropping to com. sci. isnt rlly that bad i guess.
i think i can do better.
since i know i m nt a science person.
i duno why i suddenly lost interest in phy. n more enthu in chem.
i guess is kor influence bahx.
cannot!! i must do well for both!!
urghx. i think i will have to settle my nerves for awhile then.
it is quite comforting to talk to mamasan they all.
rlly gives me the courage to carry on i guess.
n i know that thr r ppl out thr who will support me till the end.
thanks guys!!
oh yar. b4 i end this post.

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